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Wednesday, October 18th, 2006
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Wednesday October 18 23:24
Test
(Provide You Own Exegesis)
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Friday, August 4th, 2006
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Friday August 04 22:20 - We Few, We Lucky Few
It is over. Six months of hard work and dedication, and my position as a Youth Facilitator with the Violence Intervention Project is finished. We had a ceremony today, a graduation of sorts, it was nice. Some people cried, especially my one boss. It was sorta moving, it scared me, cause it made me feel...stupid emotions.
Anyways, yeah. Some hugs and emotional stuff like that. I had to impress the funders. Came home, and took a well deserved nap. Had a family dinner, then Dad, Minya and I went to the Town Centre, I found 1313 Deadend Drive for $10, marked down from $60, I've wanted it for years, so I got it. Also got a Buddha Board.
Here I am...kinda sad.
(Provide You Own Exegesis)
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Saturday, April 16th, 2005
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Saturday April 16 23:32 - The Therians Told Me To Kill Them All
So up today. Finished Luke's gift. Spent all afternoon with Minya cleaning the yard. Family dinner, and now here.
Current mood :  bored
Current music : Duhkwy Yehstor Um - The Sims (Provide You Own Exegesis)
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Friday, April 15th, 2005
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Friday April 15 23:01 - Childhood Cruel
So today I got my closet together, I think that's all of it. I was cold all day, bah. I started work on Luke's present, that took most of the day.
Current mood :  artistic
Current music : Time - Wolfsheim (Provide You Own Exegesis)
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Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
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Wednesday March 16 22:23 - Move In Circle Walk In Lines
So, today, sleep...grr...having trouble sleeping it seems.
So I do shit around the house, then get back onto the track of trying to organize everything legally and such. I have a "Bank Record" at Scotia now...but not an account, I have to go back tomorrow to do that it seems...whatever, that's cool.
Read a lot of today, and slept.
Dad bought me a blue dragon marrionette, I like it.
Current mood :  sick
Current music : The Sparrows And The Nightingales - Wolfshiem (Provide You Own Exegesis)
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Monday, January 3rd, 2005
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Monday January 03 00:24 - "You Have To Like The French" "No, I Really Don't"
Okay, lemme try to sort out the last days, lots of shit happened...mostly cool, but still.
So up Friday, doing laundry so I have stuff to wear to Skatche's party, and the next day...and the washing machine breaks...GAH! So I ended up using the old washing machine (I hooked it back up) for the spin cycle, it was so annoying. So I was running late of my planned time, but earlier than needed.
TTCed it downtown, and couldn't Dilate, annoying. Anyways, so on my way to Union I fly out at Queen, into Indigo, topped up my Gift card with $60 more dollars, and became an Irewards member. I would have talked with my cashier more if I had time, cute, obviously gay, and wearing a pentacle, heh. Anyways, then run to Union, get there just after (we were on the same train and didn't know it) Syreena. We were off to Skatche's. Fun train ride, I got to learn a lot about her I didn't know, that was cool. Get to Oakville, Skatche, his father, and Sel pick us up. We go to Skatche's. We have a great family dinner. Skatche's parents are divorced, but get along, so his mom came over for dinner so she could meet all his friends. His Dad was funny, when I said that Ges was short for Gesigewigu's his Dad sighs and goes "Why are the good names so common, what's this, the 4th, 5th Gesigewigu's we've had at this table?" I was highly amused. Spark cancelled sadly, as did Lore, Sahira and Adam, but then the last three uncancelled, so we got them. Twas fun. So we just sat in Skatche's family room all night, talking, playing, eating sushi. Turned on the tv 2 minutes before, and right after new years, heh, not our major tradish it seems. We did circles of truths, just asking questions, serious or not, and everyone answering them. The one that was asked surprised me, "Who in this room would you most like to have sex with?". There was Lore, Adam, Sahira, Syreena, Sel, Skatche and I. I got three votes surprisingly enough. Go me. We stayed up until 0500 when we finally went to bed. Lore and Adam fell asleep on the couch, so we left them. So then there were 4 beds between five people, so it was Sahira in one bed, Sel in another, and Skatche, Syreena and I in another...yeah, fun like that.
I wake up...to Syreena's backside gently humping against me, and hearing slurpy kisses noises and moaning...So that was a bit annoying. This kept up for a while. At one point Syreena reached her leg back, and intertwined it with mine. This continued...then I actually looked over...and Skatche wasn't there...he left earlier in the night...Syreena was just having a fun dream, so it went from being annoying to being heavily amusing.
Went downstairs to make sure Adam got off (he had work early), only to find Lore running to the washroom to throw up. Even though we didn't have alcohol at the party, we had the obligtory vomiting in the morning. Lore had contracted the Nor virus. So I stayed with her until Adam's grandmother took her home. I love my immune system, I should have got Nor from her cause of the kissage, but nothing, woot.
Now I didn't sleep well before, for that three hour attempt...now it was almost noon. So I went back to bed for about an hour...which I didn't sleep through, but at least Syreena was now soundly sleeping, I just took Sahira's bed (she left to make sure Lore was okay) We got up, now just Sel, Syreena, Skatche and I, and watched Invader Zim, funny show, approved. And we had waffles. I get upset, and the fire alarm goes off. This was the first of the technology malfunctions blamed on me yesterday. Then I get upset again, just briefly, and the alarm goes off again...just briefly.
We hung around Skatche's for a while, then headed back to Toronto. The rest went to a TImmy's for a bit, while I ran home, dropped off some stuff (a sleeping bag is ackward to take to a Rave, and my knives would get me in trouble), head back, meet up with them at Union, and we head to Syreena's and Matt's for a brief lay over. On the way back, in the station, I'm getting annoyed, step on the escalator, and I sort blew up (internally) about something, sorta vocalizing my pissed offness though...and the escaltor stopped, sending all of us lurching forward, Sel nearly fell...another technological malfunction blamed on my mood. Now they are wanting to test it, so on the subway, they start talking about the things that have been getting me upset. The subway starts moving, then lurches, then just slowly rolls at a very slow speed making some very disturbing broke noises and lights sorta looking dim/flickery. I take some time to breath and calm down, and it starts up fine. Hehe, I'd prefer to think that was coincidence though...but it got me a round of applause for it though :-p
So we get to FunHaus (I want BauHaus back). Go to Amato's for a bit instead of dealing with the line. When we are heading in my bag gets searched, the guy finds my container of crystal, checks it, comments on it, and lets me in. We get a couch ring amazingly enough. So fun at the rave, dancing, a few hours in Spark shows up yay. Great fun. Run into horned Kin dude from Black Tapestries! Didn't talk of course. More Amato's, back to the rave. This when when things got wierd...so to speak. History lesson.
Raves were originally a modern musical expression and path towards Ecstasy. Dance, lighting, and music with at least 220 beats a minute, were used to bring yourself to a hieghtened spiritual level. But no one likes the long route these days, so raves became about the drugs, and the easy way to altered mindsets. Well, I'm not one for drugs (and there weren't many there, luckily raves have become more about dancing now than drugs, especially at one run like this), but Ecstasy is in my nature, so I did just that.
I worked hard, and eventually the world slipped away. I fell into myself, to levels I've not experience, I found myself existing inside my Mother (the Spiritual Mother), and inside her Parent, it was a heavily intense experience. I came out of it after a while, Sel says 15 minutes, but I bet he was only timing from when it was obvious I was gone (meaning when I was just sitting there without motion, not while I was sitting there out of myself, while being scritched). Came back...took a while to readjust to a lot of things...my body was falling apart cause I lost so much Energy doing that...but I had to keep my mind busy, so I went out onto the dance floor, and danced for a good while. When I was in my Trance, apparently, I just sat there rocking heavily with the music, and someone came by asking if I was okay, and offered water (this was to Sel, who stayed beside me during it), that was nice of them I must say, but really it's sad when a Raver doesn't know what Ecstacy looks like, shows IMO that Raves should get back to their roots more. We left at closing so 0500ish. With no Energy my body was just dead, no only did I have no resistance to cold, but I was more susciptible. Sel gave me his jacket, while I was already in pants, a sweatshirt and my mitts and hunched together. We walked to our Timmy's by Union...stupidly my suggestion when they asked what we could do. I honestly didn't think I could make it, the last two blocks were me just forcing myself to walk against all odds. Skatche and Sel both asked a few times if I was holding up, hence me forcing myself so much so they wouldn't worry.
We sat at the Timmy's talking for a few hours. I wrote out my experience of my Trance.
Once the GO started up we saw Skatche and Sel off. Spark and I went to the TTC, and like I told everyone (and wasn't believed) they didn't start up until 0900, so we went back to be with Sel, and instead I ended up heading off with Sel on the GO, and Spark was going to wander cause she wanted some alone time.
So no ticket, my first time illegally on the GO...and guess what happened? A GO staff member came into the car... Luckily Sel was holding his ticket, and the guy just glanced and walked by.
Then I walk from the GO home in the freezing rain, fall into my bed, up at 1600. Got a new shirt and moreso tie from my Dad, yay. I watched all of Gargoyles Season 1 tonight, I love that show, I may go to the Gathering this year...if not for money...blah.
And that's been my days.
Current mood :  tired
Current music : Fooling Yourself [Styx] (Provide You Own Exegesis)
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Saturday, December 4th, 2004
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Saturday December 04 23:16 - My Bondage Ropes Are My Babies...How Many Other People Would Say That?
So my exercise is still stepped up, very cool.
Woke up, civilian day, cleaning, shopping. We had family as a dinner, that was nice...and I just realized I typed that wrong, but it's funny so I'll keep it. We had dinner as a family, that was nice, we were all here, then we went to Rogers to pick out movies to watch as a family...I was pushing But I'm A Cheerleader, hoping for a joke and then a convo...but nope, so we bought Hero (yay flying Chinese people), and rented Peter Pan and Ginger Snaps III. Ginger Snaps III, so good, they actually had a budget allowing for good special effects! Hehe, interesting story, not what I expected, few mistakes, and a few things I need to think over from their mythology. The Peter Pan, the new one, it was good, more fantasty and artsy and dark, I liked it, the acting wasn't the best, but the rest was superb...well, 'cept for some special effects. The one scene in it though caused flashbacks for me and mad me said. Just Peter's expression in the one scene reminded me of a while back, and got me thinking blah...but then happy ending (in the movie, and with me), so that's good, and it's over.
Two movies, and I managed to hem a single pant leg...yeah...jeans take a fucking long time to double stitch by hand...blahh...
Current mood : sore
Current music : I Need A Lover [John Cougar Mellencamp] (Provide You Own Exegesis)
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Thursday, July 15th, 2004
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Thursday July 15 22:55 - Just Another Night At The Vampire Club
Had trouble sleeping, geh. I decided to work another Magnetizing Spell, so I worked with Metaphysical Knowledge, then tried sleeping again. Ended on sleeping S-N instead of N-S, don't know why.
Well, like I was planning, today was just a relax pampery sort of day. Had a nice herbed bath with the scent of Dragon Blood smoke in the air. Then went for a walk, ended up by Cliffcrest, so I walked the mall. Popped into the book store on a whim. Got 7 books. I bought Ibsen: Four Major Plays Volume I, I Heard the Owl Call My Name, Gulliver's Travels, Wuthering Heights, and The Phantom of the Opera. I got them because those are all classics, so I should have them in my purrsonal library. Then I saw a book title Ashana, and that just grabbed me for some reason, so I picked it up, beautiful Native woman on the cover in a Medicine Woman's outfit...decided I shoudl buy it. I was really wierd in the store. I mean usually I avoid the bargin shelves (where I got those six), then I decided to look at Historical References of all things. STupid books about Kings and Queens, and crap like that...then I saw, bottom shelf, tucked in the corner, almost out of site "The Sacred Pipe". Picked it up, mint condition. It's a book of Black Elf's Account of the Seven Sacred Rites of the Oglala Sioux...well, Magnetism worked.
CAme home, made my meal for the day (pizza), and watched the Dagon movie. Holy Crap. Ia! Ia! Cthulhu Fhtagn! I may not be easy to frighten or spook, but this movie had me edgy all throguh it, I'm still jumping at wierd noises, afraid that the part fish followers of Dagon are going to come and skin me alive (which they showed done, really cool to see them section skin, and pull of someone's skin all around the head).
Spent the evening reading The Sacred Pipe and Naked Empire.
Now online...and hungry...but I finished my pizza...don't want to make more food, heh.
Current mood :  hungry
Current music : Hello Cruel World [Voltaire] (Provide You Own Exegesis)
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Friday, July 9th, 2004
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Friday July 09 23:58 - Man In Fiji Raised As A Chicken
Sponsor Says Man Is Making 'Remarkable Progress'
POSTED: 9:31 am EDT July 9, 2004
UPDATED: 3:31 pm EDT July 9, 2004
A man in Suva, Fiji, is being taught to act human after being raised as a chicken.
Sunjit Kumar was locked in a chicken coop for several years as a young boy, after his parents died and he was handed over to his grandfather.
He had little contact with humans during that time and picked up the habits of the birds.
Kumar escaped from the chicken coop and was taken to a local hospital. But the staff did not know how to treat him, so they confined him. He spent 20 years there, often tied to his bed.
Kumar, who is now 32, finally got a second chance at life when he was discovered by Elizabeth Clayton, a native New Zealander and president of the Suva Rotary Club.
Clayton said doctors examined Sunjit and found no mental defects. Professionals agreed that his condition was the result of years of neglect and abuse.
"He had imitated or imprinted with the chicken," Clayton said. "He was perching, he was picking at his food, he was hopping around like a chicken. He'd keep his hands in a chickenlike fashion, and he'd make a noise, which was like the calling of a chicken, which he still has."
Clayton took over Kumar's care and he has reportedly made "remarkable progress," learning to walk and speak like a human.
http://www.nbc17.com/news/3510527/detail.html
Current mood :  amused (Provide You Own Exegesis)
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Thursday, April 15th, 2004
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Thursday April 15 22:49 - I Love You, I'm Being Without Wax Here
^3 Cookies to whoever knows what that really means.
Continuing my debate for the You Aren't OtherKin, oy.
Couldn't sleep forget what it was, but I keep waking up over something.
Felt sick, and sleepy. Chris came over, this time he missed having to come down to be only with a smile by just a minute, poor him :-p. So he hung about for a bit then left.
Ice came over for a brief while. We were upstairs, so I was glad for that, though worked on keeping Shielding active around my room, so he doesn't mess that spell up. It's been a week and a bit now, I would be so pissed if something ruined it.
Had a few dizzy spells. Told Dad, he was worried, I wasn't. He mentioned some health concerns dealing with them, and other symptoms, which he didn't know, but I had, so then I got a bit worried. MEnh.
Between sleeping to feel better, and monologues, I didn't really do anything today. I'm feeling better though, so that's a plus.
Yay! I'm out of here! Up to my Mommy's, weee! Though I'm going to be sharing a cottage with Minya and Ray...Hmm...I hope Lake Eugenia is still frozen, and I can bet Ray he can't walk it, then he'll fall in, because he doesn't know about the centre like I do. (Eugenia was a River, that they artificially made into a lake, and for somereason the area where the River was, doesn't freeze underneath) Then no Ray, how lucky would that be?
Current mood : sick
Current music : Na Na NAFTA [Bowsers & Blue] (Provide You Own Exegesis)
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Thursday, July 31st, 2003
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Thursday July 31 01:03 - Notice
To All Of Jessica's Friends.
Her DJian friends, mainly use Friend's Only posts...so you can't read them...but we exist...she does have friends...don't worry.
(Provide You Own Exegesis)
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Sunday, July 7th, 2002
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Sunday July 07 13:08 - A Notice To All People Not On My Fiends List.
There is more to my Journal than just this entry. But I have it set to Friend's as my security level. So you must be on that list to view anything beyond this Entry. So please, contact me with your account name if you want to be added.
And note, this message is not meant for Random People just using the Find DJians option, it is meant for my friends whom have had their browsers pointed this way for some reason or another.
Current mood :  annoyed
Current music : Incubus Requiem [By Dead Lover's Consort] (Provide You Own Exegesis)
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